I am full of indifference.
On the way to the mallllll with Mia. Christmas shopping, whoop whoop.
Lalala I’m not wearing pants to school today. All you legging haters can suck it.
Oh my god, I’m in the car on the way to my first day of work. My mom keeps calling me her little worker bee..
What’s the opposite of opposite?
I love you. I love you. I love you. No matter what, I love you. We may sometimes fight, we may sometimes not get along, but never let that blur the clear vision of my feelings for you. Because god damnit, I LOVE YOU. I love you more than I have or will ever love any single thing in this beautiful world. I love you for all the big things, and also the little ones. I love the way you tell stories, I love the way you brush your hair from your eyes, the way you tie your shoes, the way you sip your hot chocolate. I love how your hand finds mine so easily, the feeling I get in my stomach when I catch you glancing at me, how you never cease to make me laugh. How you kiss my forehead, cheeks, lips, chin, and nose in quick sucession. Your willingness to help me in any sort of situation. How every little thing reminds me of you. Our silly nicknames and inside jokes. Our memories. I have never been so happy. I’ve had to empty my Itunes from all sad music. I just can’t relate anymore. Our petty fights will never reduce or shrink all these things I feel for you. Because you know what? We’re in love. We’re in fantastic, frightening, breathtaking love. We’re going to laugh and fight and hug and kiss and cry. Just because our relationship isn’t perfect, doesn’t mean it’s not perfect for us. To be quite honest, I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I love you. So much.
Love,
Aryn
xoxo
